Gontier-Girl 's Fanfiction 12

I turned to Carolyn. "Andy.. isn't a very.. Positive person, is he?" Until now, I had thought I was the only one. But, as it turns out, I'm not. "No, he's not. We're both not. We're both… well, how he's like. He's actually wrote me a few things. I keep them with me, in a mirror, a drawer, somewhere. I'm not sure. But whatever. So you haven't filled out any forms to be here or anything yet?" No, I-" I was cut off by a frantic yell outside. I walked outside. Naomi was standing in my room, throwing things around, while Barry, Brad and Neil stood behind her, dodging things she was throwing. "Naomi?"  She turned around. I realised that she seemed slower than normal. The effects of being off. Along with the burning in the back of my mind. Along with the itching thought at the back of my mind. And so many emotions running through my head.  Things I hadn't realised until I had woken up today. "Adam. Where were you?" I pointed back to Carolyn, who smiled and explained both herself and Andy. Naomi nodded. "Adam. We need you answer a few questions. You know, for the CAMH's nurses. " I nodded. "Yeah, I heard." "And they're going to put you on detox drugs, while you're there." I nodded my head, slowly, again. "Alright, let's take you down, then." I was led down.

I answered questions, like "Are you suicidal?" "How are you feeling today?" "Is suicide a viable option to get away from any emotional pain?" "What do you take?" "How much?" "How often?" down during the interview. Then I had to go to the hospital part of the CAMH. Took some detox drugs. Whether it was from the drugs or the effects I had been seeing, life began to pass pretty slowly for me. I didn't notice huge details anymore. The change was sudden, not slow. Time passed slow, people passed slowly, everything passed slowly. But I suppose that didn't matter. Pretty soon, from the detox, I couldn't remember or process much. All I remember clearly is falling asleep.